Friday, October 1, 2010

rayyan

dear rayyan,
i had a dream about you last nite.in my dream, we were in the kitchen chopping salad and mixing it with tuna,just the way we both like it.and in my dream,i heard your maids sighing watching us while they were busy preparing our snacks.we were so young and so in love.

sometimes rayyan,i sit down and think of you.imagining that you are somewhere in san francisco,sitting at your desk and thinking of me too right at that moment.someone once told me that if you are thinking of someone,that person is thinking of you too.i don't know whether this is true.

i wonder how your siblings are.whether basim has grown taller than you and whether haifa is as beautiful as ever.i'm sure they are.i think about your mom and your dad too.i hope your mom has found a suitable saudi bride for you.someone better than me.someone who will make you happy and a good enough reason for you to return home.sometimes i imagine what it would be like for you to have your own children.

but most of all,rayyan,i sometimes wish that i am the one standing beside you as the mother of your children and the love of your life.

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